Well hello guys, I am finally back and very happy to be!! Anyways lets continue to the point of this blog post ;)
Okay, so I’m not sure how to start this, so I’ll start it like this. People who devalue and not respect people’s emotion, regardless of how “pathetic” or trivial it is, are so annoying! They need to understand that however the person is feeling its an emotion! If someone tells them that they feel a certain emotion, don’t put them down because of it! It’s really damaging!
I don’t have much to say for this, but I’m pretty sure it psychologically damages someone, if they’re emotions are devalued. I’m going to try and research this some more.
But in the mean time, I’ll catch you guys later
Also, I’ve recently made a youtube video, explaining my coming out story and what people can do to make sure they are safe, if ostricized by their family. I would love it if you took some time out to watch it, its only 5 minutes long. Also, I’m new at this, so it would be helpful if you requested videos. Just ask below!
Link to video: http://youtu.be/eq8sa8VHtAo
So, I have found a new device which enables me to easily access wordpress on the go!! Yaaaas!!
Not only this, but I can also record videos….and guess what I finally have. Its not the best, I warn you. But it is a good start. It just basically explains everything.
Here is the link: http://youtu.be/eq8sa8VHtAo
Please request things and ask me questions. I’m not very good at elaborating, without being prompted…
I know, novicceee!!
Life would’ve been easier to cope with if my parents had no feelings at all. Just psychopathic humans. It’s difficult in my situation. Knowing that my parents will never come to terms with my sexuality and then knowing they still love me. Knowing that their kind of love is “Tough love”. Knowing that anything I say could cause an uproar in the community, knowing that I am responsible for the emotions of my whole family, knowing that I am so close to turning my home into a broken home. It’s just hard. I hate that! Just knowing that I am hurting my parents for being who I am! Knowing that everything that is going on, I can still be happy. I have had low moments a couple of times, but thats acceptable. I just know that in 20 years time I’ll look back an say;
“Well that wasn’t so bad was it!”
And I really do hope I say that with my parents.
Okay, I am still here, There is a lot going on at the moment. I’m about to move to a flat on my own and I have like shitloads of coursework. Like I said I will be doing a video, I just really don’t know when now.
Well, I haven’t posted for like 2 months! A lot has happened. But….not gonna tell you! HA! I’m gonna be making a video, I’ll probably plan during the holidays. But I have too much to do…you know, A LEVELS! I fucking hate school. Anyways
Something I’ve lately noticed with my family, objectification of women. They do it and it’s so bad. It’s a common practice and it sucks! They where saying to me that before I know it, there will be plenty of woman and I could CHOOSE who I WANTED. It so sad that people still engross themselves in patriarchal values in a society that encourages equality. Explaining this to my family would be hell! It makes me sad that my families community cannot find a way to move on together and create a better example for other similar communities around the world. To show that, objectifying woman isn’t the right thing, psychologically bullying people into being someone they’re not is awful and to encourage that men have the upper hand of the so-called “relationship”. It scares me to know that young girls out there are being forced or brutally persuaded into arrange marriages. I would hate to be a girl in my parents community, because freedom would feel like an element from a parallel universe.
You know what Humans piss me off! Not all humans, just some. They are generally Narrow-minded, Clingy and Stupid, let me explain. Last night I was watching Ray William-Johnston and Anna Akana’s pod cast on Youtube and one of the viewers asked a question along the lines of “If you found a journal with all of the Government’s secrets in it, would you tell people?” They used Area 51 as one of the secrets that the governments kept. This then raised the issue that, if the secrets of Area 51 where disposed then it would start a war. The religious circles would freak out, people would become upset because it doesn’t comply with their schemas and beliefs. Well how the fuck are we supposed to move one?? It’s 2013, shit happens, we discover new things and the only way we can expand and move on is if we accept what lies in front of us. If we have enough faith in religion, then we can have enough faith in something that is in front of us.
The only reason why I spoke about this is because, it relates to me and what’s happened (My parents couldn’t accept that who they believed I was, was not completely true)